What does it feel like to win/lose

To lose you sometimes get a bad feeling, like it kind of sucks to lose maybe not every once an a while. But if you are constantly losing at every single thing you do it really gives you a bad feeling. But if you lose all the time at a lot of things you do. And then you actually win something it gives you this feeling of joy, even if its something small or easy to win. And if you win all the time; then you start to get kind of cocky, then when you finnaly lose something you beat yourself up on it. Depending on what it is. I don't know really. Just depends on what it is your losing or winning. Or if you lose all the time or if you win all the time and then your luck finnaly changes.